Pain and Suffering
The following post is disjointed and semi incoherent. I have left it as such on purpose. Incoherence and abrupt changes in the narrative when retelling a personal story is a sign of trauma. I have recently had multiple friends go through severely traumatic events. I have left my musings in a format that is I…
Loneliness 1
Loneliness. You are not alone in your loneliness. And yet you are alone. So very very alone. Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat, TikTok, Twitter, Reddit, Discord and other social media platforms allow us share and speak with friends and strangers. Cell phones, Facetime, Skype, Zoom, Hangouts, and Facebook video calls allow us to see and talk to…
Doubt, and Faith
I doubt God. I have difficulty, very often, believing in his goodness. Although I know all of the theological answers, the sin in the world around me forces me to ask, why? What purpose? The sin that affects my heart causes me to ask, why? Where are you? I don’t see him in events surrounding…
Cries of the Heart
Renewing the Mind
Brokeness from Lost Relationship
Though I have not written on this in depth, mostly because I am still figuring it out, one of the ways in which I cope with a belief that nothing is worth it, is relationships. My relationships with people make life worth it. They fill me with joy and love. (Though I have my own…
“The Innovation of Loneliness” A Commentary
I digress today from the question of, “Are People Worth It” A friend of mine shared a very interesting video on Facebook today which is worth going over. The Innovation of Loneliness from Shimi Cohen on Vimeo. In the video Shimi talks about the effect social media has on loneliness, or better yet how social…
Processing vs Choosing
I enjoy figuring out the internal world of emotions, feelings, and how the past affects what we choose today. It is like a giant puzzle. I love reading books on how our brain is developed and how counseling brings coherence to our stories and changes how our brain functions. I am just about always…
If you can walk Dance
If you can walk, run For some have no legs If you can talk, sing For some have no voice If you can write, draw For some have no hands In your abundance give the world, food for the hungry, water for the thirsty an embrace foe the outcast and listening for the burdened Live…
Thankfulness
In my last post, I talked about my lack of faith, and calling upon God to help me, not in some transcendental psychic communication sort of way, but by whatever means he chooses. Long ago I shared a post with the video that is at the bottom of this one. The basic summary of the…
Broken Crowns 